THINKING TOO MUCH Video (MV)

When they knock, do you let 'em in
Open up and let 'em know what's been happening
Nah, me neither, I lock it down
I throw it out, I hope it drowns, see
I don't talk much, that's an inconvenience
I'm going through a lot, but I hope that they don't see it
I say things out of anger, but I really don't mean it
There's a monster inside me, and you don't wanna feed it
So I lock the safe, and throw the keys away
I keep my thoughts to myself, and say, "it'll be okay"
But buried deep inside you know I'm really afraid and
I don't wanna hurt you, so I push you away
Don't be sad, wipe the tears from your face
There'll come a time, when you see beautiful days
A good life, and a family, you'll have all of these things
I wish I could give that to you, I'm trying to change, but
My whole life is a mess
My heart's been broken, and my brain is a wreck
You don't want these problems, so move on to the next, yeah
It's for the best, my life is a mess
I've been thinking too much
But I don't want to give up, but I don't want to give up
I've been thinking too much, or maybe not enough
But I don't want to give up, I don't want to lose us
At this point I gotta see things through
I'm still young, but I got lots to do
I moved on, but I'm still feeling blue
You're gone, but I'll get back up soon
In the future, I hope things change
I wanna live a free life, avoid all the pain
But right now it's a struggle, I'm going insane
My demons, on my mind, attacking my brain
It's a long life, but short at the same time
I wanna make the most of it before it flies by
They don't understand me now, but you know why
I gotta do what I love in this lifetime
But your past life, don't let it define
Who you are now and all the things you do right
Give yourself some credit, there's no time to rewind
If you look ahead, I promise you will be fine, yeah
I've been thinking too much
But I don't want to give up
But I don't want to give up
I've been thinking too much
Maybe not enough
But I don't want to give up
I don't want to lose us
I've been thinking too much
Maybe not enough
But I don't want to give up
But I don't want to give up
I've been THINKING TOO MUCH
Maybe not enough
But I don't want to give up
I don't want to lose us