sa xia - coma Lyrics

When I wake up
Before the drugs kick in
I see myself
In the mirror; taste the blood on my tongue

I been lost in this storm for a year
I clung to this ghost
It isn't
There
I'm still alone
I'm still alone-alone-alone

I want to be angry
I don't have it in me
I'm numb to the voices inside my skull
And I'm not a quitter but
I feel like ending
All of this noise inside my skull
My dreams are leading me to hell
This coma is better than waking up
The nightmare of my waking mind
And I am my own nemesis

I want to be angry
I don't have it in me
I'm numb to the voices inside my skull
And I'm not a quitter but
I feel like ending
All of this noise inside my skull
So I die to living
I give up on hiding (My) brokenness
I lose all of my control

I wanna give up
Oh, no
Oh I wanna