[ Featuring
Kaina ]
Me and Egot just far 'cause his family wouldn't stop talking
We neighbours who argued often
I ran out jogging
I tossed a jab and I caught him
He threw a left ain't connect 'cause I ducked when I came back up
I seen his sister talking trash like "touch my brother, I'm beating yo' ass"
So I f*cked her brother up to see what she about, yeah
Walked away and then we noticed that his teeth was out, yeah
She ain't do shit she just mad we got to see him pout
So me and Cell we just fought
I was walking and then he jumped me
I dropped to the floor while calling for help
In front of my grandmother's house
The next thing he punched me; my mouth
I can't believe I'm on the ground
'Cause I tried to hit him I gambled
I'm ugly; crying in public
I'm like "When I get you back you gon' wish that you never touched me"
Somehow I could never touch him
Our brothers broke this shit up
And I walked the rest of the day with my head down
Funny how getting your ass beat is spread 'round
But I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter
I want no more
But I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter
I want no more
So Me and Egot we scrap again
Jacob jumped in: I'm handicapped
Manny watched from across the street
Then he ran up and hopped on me
3 on 1, they teaming up
But me I never think to run
They circling around
Got me surrounded like police or some'in
So it's bad enough they already jumpin' me
Then I see Cell comin', I'm praying "Please don't f*ck with me"
It's not fair and I think he agrees so instead of fighting with them
He came and teamed up with me
Me and Grandpa ain't talked since I stopped attending the college
He called me said I'm a scholar
I should be getting my doctorate
Or shit at least in the army
Instead you chose to Hip Hop
But I know how this is gon' end 'cause I went through this with yo' father
Me and my girl just fought 'cause I talked before she could talk
She was telling a story I cut her off with some shit not 'bout the same topic
So she just stopped in the middle before the plot
Hit the rest of the car ride silent like
"You always do this like you don't value my thoughts
Either that or you too damn stupid to realize
That if you don't hear me out then I'ma feel muted
You say that you care well show it, I'm not asking a lot
I know that you think you listening but you just waiting to talk"
My fault
But I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter
I want no more
But I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter
I want no more
It's harder to love myself when all these people compliment me
Somehow it just remind me what I don't got
But these folks don't care to know, they think you rollin' in the dough
Not realizin' your next meal if a .444
Still feeling the guilt that walk, never thought to call
Fighting myself to get out of bed
I'm fighting myself to get out of bed
Fighting myself
But I don't wanna fight no more
'Cause I'm not a fighter
Me and all my niggas dropped out
Then we drove to Texas, left that waffle house
Keep that in the hotel, we on road
We don't got no mattress, sleep on your floor
Me and grandpa ain't spoke since I dropped out
Made sure on my first tour, stop at his house
I sleep on the hotel, not your floor
He tell me that he's proud, of his boy
I'm not daddy's little boy, homie square
Saved up for a round trip, LAX
I just learned there's no risk no reward
I slept on the floor at Port Arthur
Me and all my niggas dropped tears
I been on the floor for a whole year
We all broke
We all broke
