Don't Let It Get to That Video (MV)

I've been talking in my sleep, been googling your name,
Been waiting for the sequal, don't you get tired of trying to be so many people?
I'm competing with the past, as insincere as I am,
It's impossible to hate something you truly understand.

I never thought I'd hurt the way I do,
I switch my feelings off so I can deal with you.
Don't let it get to that.

I'm eating out of plastic, my heart's a crumpled wad of cash,
My reputation's solid but you are still my secret stash,
Your mother used to pray for us, this used to feel dangerous.
Rolling down the window slow, everything's a blackhole.

I'm pushing the bar higher and higher.