The Saddest Blue - Paper Wings and a Paper Moon Lyrics

Always I swallow heavy ink and the sin of this man
And lust for curvatures I hold kiss the lips of this pen it's close
But never close enough I'm emotionally drained a ghost
Marking points inside my veins and explain why my heart is slow
Don't want to open up unless greeted with heavy notes
Am I selfish

Am I selfish I
Cannot save myself

Am I selfish I don't understand
And I been selfish for hiding this man
Am I selfish I don't understand
Am I selfish I don't understand

The stars are shining on me
The stars are shining on me
They shining on me

I wanna hold you here
I wanna hold you in my hand
I wanna hold you here
I want you to myself

I wanna hold you here for
Awhile now I wanna hold you here
Awhile now I wanna hold here

But I been hiding me myself from these feelings for so long
But haven't had no one to stay here with me for a while now

You can have me here for
For the time we have left in this world
Making up the time that we spent so apart
For the time I been standing afar
I take the heat and sit in hearts that's creating a spark I

Fall on my paper wings
I fall on paper wings I

I feel it my chest
I can feel it in my legs
I feel it in my head
And I feel it in my
And I feel it in my
I feel it in my
You know I feel it in my

I know you feel it in your
In your chest and your legs baby

How these feelings start
Hate feelings feeling ripped apart
With these paper wings
I rip myself apart with

With these paper wings
I cannot lift myself
Into the light of the sun
And I been so closed off these words are ripping my lungs

But with these paper wings
I cannot lift myself
Into the light of the sun
Why does this darkness hold
I scroll through pages of self
I cannot lift myself
Through these paper wings
To the light of the sun
But standing aimless in motion I beat myself so numb
But I can't leave myself
And I can't burn down here
And I can't go no where
Never made me feel
Is this who I am
I stand alone and fall
And I ain't care bout nothing
And I don't care bout nothing

And I don't care bout nothing
And I don't care bout nothing
And I don't care bout nothing
And I don't care bout nothing

I let my heart spill
And let these veins and my blood stay keeping my thoughts filled
And took my heart out the cold

I let my heart spill
And let the veins and my blood stay keeping my thoughts filled
And took my heart out the cold