Saint - History Lyrics

Growing up I always thought I would be
The biggest motherf*cker since eazy e
But lately it just seems like a dream to me
Living life so damn close to the cemetery

I swear sometimes I need to shut me mouth
But still some bullshit words come out
I don't even know what the f*ck I said
But this guy now wants me dead

Guess I'm good as f*cking dead then
Cause this bastard is looking for my head
But trust me I ain't going out without a fight
Cause I swear I will fight for my life

But just know I never wanted this
I don't even know why this dudes pissed
I swear if my life ends this way
That I'ma come back and haunt ya'll from the grave

I guess this is it for me
In the morning I'll be history
Don't you f*cking cry for me
Cause it's all just history

Look I don't know what I'm saying
But right now ya'll should be f*cking praying
Cuz the saint is fixing on slaying
All them motherf*ckers who be blazing

I never hurt anybody I didn't have to
But I do give everybody some attitude
It seems like people just don't understand
That I built my f*cking life by hand

Everything I got I worked for
Even though sometimes It was with force
I never backed down from a fight
That's how these bastards know I got bite

But all this bullshit it just complicates things
Cuz next thing you know a girls asking for a ring
You say no cuz you still be chasing the dream
Trying to get famous but the price ain't worth it

I guess this is it for me
In the morning I'll be history
Don't you f*cking cry for me
Cause it's all just history

Look motherf*ckers I don't really know
This life shit it's gotta be a f*cking joke
Cuz why would this shit just f*cking end
Why give us this then expect us to get bent

I don't know man seems sketchy
Mortality is just one big question
But I know I should expect it
Cuz ain't no motherf*cker gonna regret it

I keep my brain in the f*cking clear
Never once did I pop or sneer
I had one goal in mind since I was 12
To make history or else

I came into this world without a father
And f*ck it I figure I don't need to bother
However I can't have a son or daughter
Cuz I'm an addict to the f*cking slaughter

I guess this is it for me
In the morning I'll be history
Don't you f*cking cry for me
Cause it's all just history
I guess this is it for me
In the morning I'll be history
Don't you f*cking cry for me
Cause it's all just history