Wine Video (MV)

Can't see the other side no survival
This world will make you crazy like you van gogh
I'm preaching in my head need a bible
I'm spraying all these walls like a vandal
I'm fighting all my demons in the night time
I'm tryna be the strongest in my bloodline
Can't do this shit forever need a lifeline
I'm sipping all this water while I'm dreaming of wine
Pray to the cross deal with the loss so faithfully
Tryna be kind leading the blind courageously
Stuck in my brain leading the way so carelessly
Feeling the weight on my back tripping on density
Drunk on my thoughts cloud up my mind like nicotine
Hits in my chest put to the test I try to breathe
Losing my vision stuck in a prison no inner peace
Ice round my neck cold in my heart I start to freeze
Can't see the other side no survival
This world will make you crazy like you van gogh
I'm preaching in my head need a bible
I'm spraying all these walls like a vandal
I'm fighting all my demons in the night time
I'm tryna be the strongest in my bloodline
Can't do this shit forever need a lifeline
I'm sipping all this water while I'm dreaming of wine
I got some angels watching over me
They're filling up my mind with empathy
Feels like I'm losing my identity
While I'm just tryna build a legacy
I gotta let go when the times right
Can't be reminiscing life in the dark night
Can't be dreaming about us dancing in the moonlight
In the rain it gives me pain I need some insight
I need some insight cause I can't see
My mind is an abyss I'll never be free
I'm feeling all the pressure weighing on me
I feel the stress in my chest in my body
I feel the stress in my chest but I'm faded
So much caffeine in my veins but I'm jaded
I'm losing time reminiscing of the past
To the place where I lost my mind but I hate it
I hate my lifestyle drinking all week
I'm sipping on the liquor now I can't speak
My head is getting bitter now my heart's sweet
Now I'm looking at the mirror of my lost dreams
Can't see the other side no survival
This world will make you crazy like you van gogh
I'm preaching in my head need a bible
I'm spraying all these walls like a vandal
I'm fighting all my demons in the night time
I'm tryna be the strongest in my bloodline
Can't do this shit forever need a lifeline
I'm sipping all this water while I'm dreaming of wine