You make me feel
Dumb I feel stupid for trying
I can't believe that you made me cry
Was it really worth losing my mind?
Got me feeling numb excused your lies
Thought we'll ride through the night
Tag team we gon' fight, cos you right by my side
Never far out of sight, but there's tears in my eyes cos' you gone
Though I try to move on
But I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Weighs heavy like boulders
How to drop this, I don't know
Living through the stress, tryna take it step by step
Everybody says I'm blessed but you've made me feel like less
And no, I still can't believe it was you
Like Judas betrayed with a kiss got me caught in a fix, now I need to be fixed
Got me down on the floor pulled the rug out from under my feet
And o, try to push through the pain - but can't seem to go any further
I keep trying I'm pressing harder, but still can't seem to move up the ladder
Got me feeling all lost and abandoned
Got me sinking deep and deep in Abaddon
Endless falling, deep is calling
I keep on bawling and it's so appalling
And I'm feeling like
Ooooh
I don't like to say what you put me through
But I'm trying to let go, let the pain pass through
I know God heals the broken hearted
But I'm still gonna talk about it while I'm at it
Gave you my world
Till you kicked it out the door, oh my God
Now I'm just here wondering where did I go wrong?
Trying to make sense of it as I sing my song
Don't wanna hate you
Gave you my world
Till you kicked it out the door, oh my God
Now I'm just here wondering where did I go wrong?
Trying to make sense of it as I sing my song
Should I still love you?
Why why why why why
Do the wrong things feel so right
I hear the words that He tells me
Just to get it off my mind
But I know that I am unwilling
To let go cos I know you hurt me
The pain feels more fulfilling, thrilling
And giving my life no meaning
It's killing me, my life I am losing
I see light but I'm uncertain
So I'm in the dark searching
But there's nothing better, no never
I'm feeling like I'm chained in fetters
He's telling me that I should let go
Cos' His yoke is lighter than feathers
I heard His plans for me are always good and He's coming to me so He knocks at the door
I heard He died for me up on the wood at Calvary to give me the life that is his
But I'm holding to what leads me astray
I've looked and I've seen that He is the way
I need to be saved, from my own way, so I say
Ooooh
I don't like to say what you put me through
But I'm trying to let go, let the pain pass through
I know God heals the broken hearted
But I'm still gonna talk about it while I'm at it
Gave you my world
Till you kicked it out the door, oh my God
Now I'm just here wondering where did I go wrong?
Trying to make sense of it as I sing my song
Don't wanna hate you
Gave you my world
Till you kicked it out the door, oh my God
Now I'm just here wondering where did I go wrong?
Trying to make sense of it as I sing my song
Should I still love you?"