I'm not suicidal
But sometimes I wouldn't mind not being alive
I'm not suicidal
But I don't like the person I am sometimes
I'm not suicidal
But I haven't felt love in long long time
I'm not an alcoholic
But sometimes I drink until I'm numb inside
I'm not an addict
But I can't stop doing these things that harm my life
I'm not suicidal
So please don't take this as a warning sign