Salvation - Imminent Ruin Lyrics

The first time i saw my father break
Was when he heard how he'd die
And this disease took a piece of my heart

And I hope I'll be just as brave
When death's grasp reaches out for me

The world keeps spinning without sympathy
When grief chains you down to the ground

Paralyzed by misery
Sickness in my stomach

And as your own body decays
Death is just a phone call away

Every breath is wasted and ruin is imminent
So when you grow older, you better grow colder

I'm trapped in a dream, I'm caught in between acceptance and denial
A fluid change of shake and rest
Which is constantly creeping upon me