Sam Backoff - I'd Rather Die Alone Lyrics

Why don't you want me
I don't understand
I'm crying my eyes out
I'm so f*cking anxious
You're taking my hand
You're saying it's your fault
You gotta grow be on your own
I'm begging you not to go
And I feel so pathetic
I'm tryna convince you
That I'm enough
I could be all you need
That you shouldn't do this
I can do better it could be healthy
If we work on things
I'm begging you not to leave me
And I feel so pathetic
I try I can't make any sense of it
You're my my world you're my best f*cking friend
Minds dry I can't make any sense of it
All I know is
I'd rather die alone
Than be with someone else
When my heart belongs to you
I'd be putting them through hell
Cause I keep picturing your face
That feeling never goes away
So I'm taking myself out the game
You could never be replaced
I'm still holding onto hope
I'd rather die alone
I remember driving to Atlanta
Just to see you for one night
Our bodies touching was electric
It was a mess but it was mine
You were mine I was yours
I held your heart behind closed doors
But you're not mine anymore
I'd rather die alone
Than be with someone else
When my heart belongs to you
I'd be putting them through hell
Cause I keep picturing your face
That feeling never goes away
So I'm taking myself out the game
You could never be replaced
I'm still holding onto hope
I'd rather die alone
I'd rather be in pain
I'd rather go insane
Show up at your door
With roses in the rain
Being a sad cliche
They say I'll be okay
But I don't know when
No I don't know when
Cause I'm still sitting here
And I'm all red wine drunk
Looking through our photos
Thinking how good it was
Waiting for that day
You realize your mistake
But until then
I'd rather die alone
Than be with someone else
When my heart belongs to you
I'd be putting them through hell
Cause I keep picturing your face
That feeling never goes away
So I'm taking myself out the game
Cause you could never be replaced
I'm still holding onto hope
So I'd rather die alone