Are you ever gonna ask me
To leave your backyard?
To be honest I feel alright for once in a long long time
Maybe that strangely makes me someone
You'd really like to keep around...
But probably not
You could tell me all the movies
That make you laugh and cry and terrified
And I would have a good time
Cause it's less about the time of year, the shorts I wear, the shitty beer
And more about you
Oh will you tell me how you're doing?
It's so hard to tell sometimes
Trying to get there on my own
Oh will you tell me what you're thinking?
And i'll try to fix things that are
Out of my control
I hate that everything is out of my control
Oh I'll probably never ask you
What keeps you up nights
If I'm honest, I'm terrified
That all of your fears are the same as mine
Cause that makes the content of my anxiety
A justified reality, to which, I'm convinced, no one else relates
And I'm just trynna tell you I relate
And oh will you tell me how you're doing
It's so hard to tell sometimes
Trying to get there on my own
Oh god I don't know what I'm thinking
I'm still trynna fix things that are out of my control
I hate that everything is out of my control
You say you're afraid of so much now
Of messing up, letting me down
You're somehow the worst, a concept I'll never understand
You say you're way too old for my own good
Expecting to be misunderstood
But I know you, how you know me, where I am
And I'm just trynna tell you I'm a fan
And all your fears and failures don't matter in the end
Cause I know you how you know me where I am