Sam Tompkins - numb Lyrics

I see a man in the mirror
I see a blurred out figure
I used to look so different
I guess that time is a killer, huh?
I've seen a saint turn sinner
I've seen a man get bitter
Once or twice

How could this've happened?
I'm feeling abandoned
I'm breaking up
But

I'm done with thinking about it
But my heart won't allow it
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb
To all the pain that has found me
'Cause it's all around me
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb
Numb, numb

I feel the walls getting thicker
While my strengths' getting thinner
Ooh, I've never been a quitter
Or ever want to give up, nah
But now I'm running like a river
I'm running like a river, yeah
Yeah, 'cause

I'm done with thinking about it
But my heart won't allow it
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb
To all the pain that has found me
'Cause it's all around me
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb
Numb, numb

Won't somebody take this pain?
Make it all just go away
I don't care if I'm left with nothing
'Cause everyday repeats the same
It's on my mind all over again

I'm done with thinking about it
But my heart won't allow it
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb
To all the pain that has found me
'Cause it's all around me
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb

Ooh, I wish I was numb
I wish I was-
I wish I was numb