I know I shouldn't be
Fantasizing
Romanticizing about us
But between you and me
I haven't been lonelier
Waking up sober for months
'Cause you were like
Taking the last sip of
My favorite smooth red
When I've had too much and
My heart can't trust my head
And there was no turning back
It was like
Waiting for a bomb to drop
Praying that time would stop
And that we could just
Fix it
And, oh, how I miss it
But I had to
Quit you
I know I shouldn't be
Seeing a rainbow of colors
When we were all covered in grey
But between you and me
You might be surprised when
You realize the picture the truth paints
'Cause you were like
Taking the last puff of
Cigarette smoke
Before you put it down and
Decide to let it go
Almost
It was like
Waiting for a bomb to drop
Praying that time would stop
And that we could just
Fix it
And, oh, how I miss it
But I had to
Quit you
Maybe I'm not the best
But I'm not your second guess
I used to be a gambler
You were my only bet, it's like
Waiting for a bomb to drop
Praying that time would stop
And that we could just
Fix it, it's like
Walking through the dark
Looking for a little spark
Left from the fire
Or something to take me higher
And, oh, how I miss it
But I had to
Quit you
It was like
Waiting for a bomb to drop