Saruwatari - Anxiety Freestyle Lyrics

This anxiety is burning me
So hot it stops me going to sleep
We all deal with it in different ways
I deal with mine with the blaze
This is why I hide my face
So when I'm out I'm not made
Also cos of my pretty face
If your girl wants me I'm not too blame
I love being out in the rain
It washes all my sins away
The only thing that makes me sane
Is hearing all these raindrops on my brain
I know God's looking down
Looking down with a dirty frown
But this is how I was made
I was made exactly this way

So you call me the Saruwatari
With some deep heat and I come through with the freeze
You know I stay icey boo
But my blood hot like Timbuktu
Anxiety freestyle I'm not gonna let up
I'm not gonna stop I've still got drink in my cup
I deal with pain in different ways
They call me Nagato on certain days
Rolling round in my black and red cloak
Nose still white from this pure white coke
I always roll on my own
I'm not ET I don't need to phone home
I'm happy on my own
This anxiety is beating me yes I know
The only remedy is some weed and some snow
It's not good for me girl I know