S.A.S - Perfect Lyrics

Thinking bout you give me a purpose to live
On my last breath was it worth it to give
Shiver my body I'm colder than drip
Gave my last dollar wouldn't say shit
Helpless in need I wouldn't say shit
Dark in a corner I'm losing my soul
I need me a blanket it's getting real cold
Alone in the world I'm going real slow
Talking to me I laugh and I joke
Smile some more instead of showing the mode

Rather talk about yours than mine
I'm not interesting just gimme some time
Everyone's world is different than mine
Discovering my purpose is harder to find
Sometimes I lay at night hurt and I cry
Thinking bout you is wasting my time

Giving advice without using my mind
Solving your problems without solving mine
Keep to myself it eats me alive
Darkness around me I ain't gonna fight
Don't care if I died I ain't gonna lie
Nobody cares so why should I
Nobody cares so why should I
Nobody cares so why should I

Your so amazing I get so attached
Breaking my heart I'm still going back
Taking advantage I'm still going back
You're so beautiful and treat me like trash
Didn't know the pretty ones were mean facts

Cheated on me causing havoc
Forgave you even tho I was capping
Toxicity started overlapping

You got the map drive the boat like a captain
Love is a journey we ain't even go far
Chest getting heavy I started to war
Couldn't breathe you got keys to my heart

Opened the safe u ripped it apart
Blood pouring you left me with the sharks
Laugh at my pain call me Kevin hart
All I wanna do is make it to the charts

Can't find you I hope that you're gone
Haven't seen you in so long
See that face that I hate and adore
I'm just bipolar as f*ck
I don't give a f*ck

Get the f*ck out my face
You're a disgrace
You f*cking misplaced
All my happiness
You're a savage
Took my life away and my confidence
I'm sad

18 don't know where I'm going
Life feels like I'm throwing
I'm just going through the motions
I don't wanna cause no commotion
I feel like I'm damned
And I just wanna die
But I keep fighting for what's mine

Hoping to god I got where I want
Prove to myself ain't gonna talk
I just gotta walk
Get on the rise
Prove to myself I ain't gotta die
Before it's my time
Like
Gotta go gotta get alright
Prove to myself I'm perfect
Don't follow the hype
Just stay on track and I'll be alright
Prove to myself I'm perfect for life
Yeah
Perfect for life
Yeah
Perfect for life