I won't do anything you say I have to do. 'Cause if i do so then i'll end up just like you. Please give me time to make my own decisions. Thanx for all your concerne now please leave me alone, you're lived your life so i'd like to live my own. Yes, i would like to make my own decisions . So if i decide to "waste" my whole life by skating, surfing, playing hardcore every day. It's my own decision / to make.