SATARTIA - Elegy Lyrics

Hallowed, harrowed, memories take
Shallow, sorrowed, apathy's place
Spent your tragic life choosing not to feel
Fought so long to die, never would you heal
Given all this time, at your grave I still
Lay my head on the stone and cry
It's alright, I'm gonna be okay
I would say I'm sorry that I wasn't there
Wouldn't be the story if you were still alive
Ignored all your pain to quell this pain of mine
A pitiful omission and now we're out of time
And I'm alone
I can't believe that there was no way I
Could change your fate
Now I'm doomed to bear it
That it was me you relied on
I chose the way that fueled the fire
The bridge that burned grew ever brighter
I took the path of least resistance
I turned my back and I walked away
And I'm alone
What could I say
I'm all alone
I'm moving on
Lay my hand on the stone and sigh
It's alright, I'm gonna be okay
I would say I'm sorry that I wasn't there
Wouldn't be the story if you were still alive
Ignored all your pain to quell this pain of mine
A pitiful omission and now we're out of time
And I'm alone
What could I say
I'm alone
What could I say
I'm alone
I'm moving on
Every year that passes on and I just seem to feel the same
How should I feel when love has gone away
How should I feel in spite of all the pain
I'll remember the years carved below your name
Moving on from you will be the gift I never gave