Sauce Is Matisse - Blank Soul (feat. Lou Ka$h) Lyrics

I'm goofy and off putting, I'm sorta weird
See the proofs in the Sauce pudding, look over here
I ain't starving for attention but I did neglect to mention
That I am harboring this tension, sober ears, yo
Sure I'm overworking and I know I'm bout to break
I been a burden to my nervous system, motion activate
Got a curious emotionless imperfect active state
My maturity is immature, preferred to act this age, but ey
I'm rarely taking any leave or rest
Even when it's seeming I'm a freak I never decompress
And I don't mean to creep or be a pest
But I ain't leaving til Matisse says
Believe me when I say everything'll be okay
Everythingll be all right, all right? It's just another day
Just another f*cking play on this stage where I stay
I've been in my methods steady, I ain't ready to decay

You'd never know if I was worse or I was better off
I've never seen you but I rock with you whenever though
I take my opus with a soda on the side
I can go and I can hide in the flow inside the rhyme
You'd never know until I spoke up
Focused slaying vocals, say it's dope I'll play it over, ey
I know it's for the art and not the bankroll
So part of me is thankful that I'm martyred, not a blank soul

I've been working so hard, f*ck a break now
My motive maintained, and I ain't worried 'bout a breakdown
I'm just tryna find anything to take down
To get a fair shake while the whole world play foul
They say "throw in the towel, you should give it up now"
But me quit? I don't like how that sounds
I ain't giving in til I get laid in the ground
And I say f*ck what they say, I've been coming for crowns
From Diezel to Ka$h, I get the green by the pounds
I fought past the bar you set with these bars I spit
Barbaric shit bar for bar, no comparing this
So even my lack of success is far from failure
But when I hear the naysayers doubt what I'm doing
I just keep it moving, focused on the music
And I'ma burn a L for you f*cking losers, you know that

I'm not a blank soul
I got my tank full
I been unbreakable
And part of me is thankful I'm an artist, not a blank soul