Sauce Is Matisse - Clueless (feat. Cory V) Lyrics

My former self was moody, I had a Mad Eye
Felt f*cking cornered, I was sure I was the bad guy
My sad lying sorta threw me through a halfpipe
All up and down and morbidly annoying through my past life
Now I do what I do to help myself rebuild the wreck
I been the way I been to help me keep myself in check
I'll never let the negativity get me again
Cuz I've been working way too f*cking hard to let myself regress, yes
Imbalanced loudness devoured me, mind was drowning me
Yet now I've found this prowess empowers me, I'm a fallacy
Gotta balance outwardly, shrouding these shy amounts of Tisse
So being who I'm being how I'm be him is a proud defeat
And I now control myself, taken hold to own my health
I told myself my older self id let shit go and get to know myself
And look at me now, I coulda never hoped to grow this well
Until I found the ownership to focus on my lonely self

I learned my lesson hurt obsessing, now I'll level with you
See I been messing with my head to get through what I've been through
I'm never better, but I'm better at addressing issues
I wish the rest would understand this but instead it's been like
Who dis doofus? Nuisance, do shit bitch
I'm lucid, fluid, and fuming, so screw this shit
I'm human and you been assuming the stupid shit
I'm doing is useless, but truth is you been rude and f*cking clueless

I don't care what you think I should do
I don't need validation from you
I don't get why you the only one true
Why is doing shit my way like breaking the rules?
Why I gotta do shit how you say or I'm all wrong?
Why I can't ride my own wave on my own board?
Why I gotta act like my heart stone cold
I'm tryna live my life, so why the f*ck don't you live yours?
That's the type of bullshit to drive me f*cking psycho
Think you know what's best for me like Joe did with Michael
Tryna to erase your ass like you's a f*cking typo
Stay the f*ck up out my space or get lit up like a light pole
You can hold the input, hold the opinion
Hold these balls on ya chin while my dick spitting children
You can save the sorry shit, I ain't 'bout to listen
I'm doing what I do best: ignoring all you bitches

I learned my lesson hurt obsessing, now I'll level with you
See I been messing with my head to get through what I've been through
I'm never better, but I'm better at addressing issues
I wish the rest would understand this but instead it's been like
Who dis doofus? Nuisance, do shit bitch
I'm lucid, fluid, and fuming, so screw this shit
I'm human and you been assuming the stupid shit
I'm doing is useless, but truth is you been rude and f*cking clueless

People never listen to needy pestilent bitching
Even when these symptoms are eating at you, attrition, yuh
My mental chemicals make a feeble condition
So I been taking shit I'm thinking and beating it to submission, yo
I'm my protagonist, passion fashioned by choosing me
I'm at it crafting chapters, imagining truth and lunacy
In action, habitual agony's who I used to be
A bit of active intention has tapped the truest me, I'm doing me

I learned my lesson hurt obsessing, now I'll level with you
See I been messing with my head to get through what I've been through
I'm never better, but I'm better at addressing issues
I wish the rest would understand this but instead it's been like
Who dis doofus? Nuisance, do shit bitch
I'm lucid, fluid, and fuming, so screw this shit
I'm human and you been assuming the stupid shit
I'm doing is useless, but truth is you been rude and f*cking clueless