I See You Video (MV)

Whenever I witness the people it's unbelievable even though
This ever-repetitive effort I keep up has seemed to show elitist hope
Believe but know, see I used to wanna be like them
But Tisse could never keep up with their breed of phlegm, even then
When we were younger, people breathing the thunder
A league of f*cking heathens and feeding cretins, no wonder
I was emo and defeated, retreating deep in Matisse's head
I'm feeling the fret of the feeble freaks who we would leave for dead
It's my anxiety lying quiet inside of me
Hiding right in silence, defiant of life, and tryna keep
Me by myself and solo, tryna tell me I don't know
Why I've felt in focus and why I'm myself in dope quotes

They all call it nothing, cuz ain't nobody f*ck with me
All or nothing, bet you've had enough of me
Put a f*cking pen and pad in front of me and
All of a sudden ain't nobody got Matisse down
Ain't nobody f*ck with Tisse's frown
And I ain't never coming back now, back down
I see you struggle
And I know the pain
Our needs are subtle
But we're both the same

I never could fit in within em, wherever I want to be, oddity
I got what I wanted, but honest to God it was hard for me, honestly
I see where I'm at now, I'm me, I'm Matisse, and I'm Matt now
The fecal is steaming the lad who I'll leave in the past as I free up my ass now
My friends respect it, but not too many get this
How could I ever expect to get the record all set when I've kept this
Up and running like I'm running away from something or other that's hunting me
But f*ck defeat, I am no longer an ugly duckling
It's all a blur, obvious that it still hurts
I will curse, I'll never let anything feel worse
Than those days, and though it never goes away
I'm focusing on my fate and I'll be maintaining my method, my soul is safe