Sauce Is Matisse - Meditation Therapy Lyrics

I never thought I'd make it up to play up in a stadium
Stay with negativity and an abrasive tongue
I never thought I'd say it but the pain is sung
And I been getting way better than I ever was
I live it up in the spirit of music, "Who's this?"
New shit I've brewed for you humans
Because I've been in the mood for a movement
Dude with the tunes'll let loose, but you kids
Are uneasy I aint come up from the ghetto
Calling me a Joker like Romero
So im also Jack, Heath, Hamill, and Leto
You bet I'm mentally committed to the fellow, "hello"
And I've seldom been a little bit of mellow
Darling Harley's stalking as she's walking in stilettos
Talking bout how awfully I maul a beat and tempo
Taunting all of Gotham off in Arkham in my cell closed, hell no
Trap and cage the beast? What would that make me?
Some insane and deranged fickle faded freak
Through my grated teeth, believe I'll slay the beat
And then I'll make believe I'm the half asian Jesus, please
Viral like I'm Slim? I ain't even tryna be kind of the likes of him
All I want in life is a rhyme
And so I'ma spit, silent silence, goodnight I'll cue the violin

I never let up in a session
Everything I said's how I lessen how my head spins
I'll never regret an admission
This is my vision of fixing my misprint

This is my therapy
I've spoken all that I care to leave
This is my therapy
To those of y'all who would dare to breathe

I aim to be stable while painting this fable inside of my head
My cranium's sane but it's tainted with pain
And that's why I'm a mess
I can tell I'm irrelevant, yelling
I'll elevate higher than stress
I've sheltered myself from the elements
Healthiest scribe with the pen, yes
I bet I'll never get a better outlet, sound's in a mix
Now I'm rich cuz I found it
But I ain't talking tallies or my balance in accounts
It's the wealth in myself, get it? It's talent
Bouncing around in a beat keeps me grounded
It's astounding how loud I can pound hits
Shout hiss and growl, out with a howl
Listen now as I bow chicka bow wow, bitch
Why'd I leave the keys up on the table?
Cuz I ain't gonna leave this couch no more
Why'd I let the beast up out the stable?
Cuz I been going freakshow, it's how I roll
Never let 'em tell you how to deal with it
Cuz then it's going to keep going down that road
Everybody's mental when you're feeling it
So ima keep my vocals in the sound, that's hope