And I don't gotta say nothing
So I'ma smile and say f*ck it
Cuz I don't gotta say nothing
So f*ck it
I'm approaching a vision with an open mind
And I'm thinking about it all the time
I focusing intimately on decline
I'm no perfection but I know I'm fine
I trying to keep myself together as I'm falling apart
Into little pieces, every thread that I mend is balled into yarn
What I meant to mean and what I been getting at is all this is hard
When I'm making peace with it but everybody's calling me bizarre, bless my heart
They don't get me, my train of thought never did make sense
See I hate my dark inner shades, they depress me, I say what I meant, but I fail to connect
These goddamn dots like a goddamn shrink, god dammit, I swear I'm not that thick
Keep my ego low so it's not that big, and I don't gotta say a goddamn thing, uh
When nobody listens I can only hide
I don't know what I'm thinking but I know it's mine
I can only fix it if I own my mind
I'm repetitious but I'm coping fine
This is some nonsense, I can account for decades of my progress
All this, I been about my best days and my bomb threats
Aw shit, what's getting me down on my depressed days?
Let's be honest, see I figured out the best way that I could ball up as I walk up in this life
Not gonna miss shit, but, everybody convinced I'm autistic, nope
I'm undiagnosed and a misfit yo, and so I just say I'm artistic, dope
See I'ma say what I wanna say, and I'ma think what I wanna think
Yeah I'm okay but I'm not okay, and I'ma live how I wanna live, uh
And I don't gotta say nothing
So I'ma smile and say f*ck it
Cuz I don't gotta say nothing
So f*ck it