Sauce Is Matisse - Where Do I Go? Lyrics

Where do I go
Ooh I don't know
So far from home
Where do I go, oh
I been lost for the weekend, gone off the deep end
And I don't wanna seem like I'm wrong when I'm speaking
It's awful to leave unresolved, but I'm leaving it all
For the feeling of all I believe in

I tend to beat around the bush, and I'ma bet it's never brevity
But never do I ever regret a sentiment said in
Any reverie I breathe, see Matisse about to get it
Cuz one feeble little push and I'll be leaving where my head is at
Yuh, where he at? Merry Matt ain't scared to gash
A big old massive hole in this reality of wearing masks
Barely aware of where to steer a path, mirror backtracking
Cuz we're scared to ask, rarely think, won't dare to act
And I never needed to be the center of attention
I don't mean to be a freaking media whore
Look at me as I get repeatedly rejected
What I mean to speak is I been defeated, I'm bored
So where am I going? Yo, where am I going?
I'm feeling unprepared to grin and bear it, not knowing
That apparently our careless subtle arrogance is showing
And I dared to be self-aware, so I'm embarrassed, but hoping

Where do I go
Ooh I don't know
So far from home
Where do I go, oh
I been lost for the weekend, gone off the deep end
And I don't wanna seem like I'm wrong when I'm speaking
It's awful to leave unresolved, but I'm leaving it all
For the feeling of all I believe in

I'm aimless, my cranial space is vacant, I'm brainless
Ashamed and tryna contain the case that I came with
I blame this hateful inane invasive displacement
Of aging frustration at unattainable face lifts
I let time pass me by, so
I might as well live crass and die old
Yo, with no direction, is a life full?
Forget it, I'm just tryna live my life low
I never needed to be the medicine to mend shit
And I don't mean to be the key to locked doors
Just let your demons be your measures of success then
I believe in bleeding while we're healing our cores
So where am I going? Yo, see I don't know
But I'm prepared to grin and bear it, I ain't scared of not knowing
Cuz apparently I'm humbly aware of false hope and
I've been fairly self-aware and I'm unembarrassed, open

I been lost for the weekend, gone off the deep end
And I don't wanna seem like I'm wrong when I'm speaking
It's awful to leave unresolved, but I'm leaving it all
For the feeling of all I believe in
I been lost for the weekend, gone off the deep end
And I don't wanna seem like I'm wrong when I'm speaking
It's awful to leave unresolved, but I'm leaving it all
For the feeling of all I believe in

Where do I go
Ooh I don't know
So far from home
Where do I go, oh
Where do I go
Ooh I don't know
So far from home
Where do I go, oh
Where do I go