Sauce Is Matisse - Ya Feel Me? Lyrics

So you can blame it on my upbringing, blame it on my guilt
Blame it, blame it on my f*cked thinking, blaming what I feel
I can not believe I love hating, why can't I be still?
I just wanna be enough, feeling something f*cking real
I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel real
Wanna feel what I feel when I feel what I'm feeling
For real, when I'm feeling, I'm feeling the real thing, you feel me?

Sometimes I don't wanna think, that's a notion
Cuz every time I think I'm on the brink of an explosion, oh
Showing focus, I own it, low to no emotion
Sometimes I wanna feel the feeling though instead of knowing it
Oh shit, I was young and dumb, but devoted
Maybe that's the moment that'd grow into psychosis
Maybe that's the moment I'd grow up to find focus
A faux fix, low and behold I've been diagnosed with
Just enough to f*ck up all my calmness with commotion
But not enough to call myself a f*ck-up or to notice
Know this: though I've been hopeful, I'll die hopeless
Emoting something potent finally pouring out emotion

So you can blame it on my upbringing, blame it on my guilt
Blame it, blame it on my f*cked thinking, blaming what I feel
I can not believe I love hating, why can't I be still?
I just wanna be enough, feeling something f*cking real
I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel real
Wanna feel what I feel when I feel what I'm feeling
For real, when I'm feeling, I'm feeling the real thing, you feel me?

I'm fed up but I'm pent up, regretting what I set up
Never letting what I've been get up, it's heavy with my head up
Bet I've been a better better against the odds since I've been read up
But I can dredge up any memory, there's many I remember
Whatever, like whatever I remember is a setup
As if this empty head on me was heading me for mess-ups
Suppress us, I don't wanna lessen or to let up
But I'm caught up in this lesson I've been living to protect us
See this is what I dreamt up
Developed, swelled up while enveloped, yuh
I gotta fess up, I never got a leg up
So I'm always playing catch-up in my head, already been f*cked

So you can blame it on my upbringing, blame it on my guilt
Blame it, blame it on my f*cked thinking, blaming what I feel
I can not believe I love hating, why can't I be still?
I just wanna be enough, feeling something f*cking real
I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel real
Wanna feel what I feel when I feel what I'm feeling
For real, when I'm feeling, I'm feeling the real thing, you feel me?

No I don't wanna feel nothing
Because I wanna feel something
No I don't wanna feel nothing
Because I wanna feel something
No I don't wanna feel nothing
Because I wanna feel something
No I don't wanna feel nothing
Because I wanna feel something, f*ck

So you can blame it on my upbringing, blame it on my guilt
Blame it, blame it on my f*cked thinking, blaming what I feel
I can not believe I love hating, why can't I be still?
I just wanna be enough, feeling something f*cking real
I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel real
Wanna feel what I feel when I feel what I'm feeling
For real, when I'm feeling, I'm feeling the real thing, you feel me?