[ Featuring Venus As a Boy ]
You see im never tryna go there
Im just a little too quiet on my own
Im scared ill never know where
Im 'sposed to go when im just out on my own
You dont ever see the worst im hiding it
I shout it out so i can private it
You make it seem like im surviving it
But im here tryin and tryin again
Everyday it seems like im alone again
Im stuck inside here on my own again
Because im reachin out to try and phone a friend
I guess that everyones forgetting about me
Cnd even when i say that all of this almost done
I think you know im putting up a front
Because its, gettin hard im always on the run
So please just tell me im not going insane, please
Feeling like im running round inside my head
My only comforts here inside my bed
My fingers. feeling numb theyre turning blue and red
I never want this again. can you blame me
