Worthless/I promise I'm not trolling Video (MV)

I wasn't always this way, I was too soft
How could they berate me everyday?
I still feel crossed
Got me feeling worthless
I'm online, think she logged off
Wasn't this what I want?
I don't care, I don't see yall
Think it's because I'm withdrawing right now, I'm so pissed off
Tried to keep happy thoughts up in my head, but this boy lost
Told her don't wait for me, it's ok if you moved on
Here to disappoint, checked the vibes I should f*ck off

Got me asking why?
Not tryin to fuss and fight dawg, I'm tryna set things right
Running thru bitches like Dolomite
Don't hit me, I'll press decline
Don't text my phone, don't hit my line
Been up all day, let me unwind
Yall need to tighten up, tryna act just like us (lmao)
Thinking I might go spark up again, now where's my lighter?
How many times I nod off ? This high got me tired
Feel like I'm not worth much, but lately inspired

I wasn't always this way, I was too soft
How could they berate me everyday?
I still feel crossed
Got me feeling worthless
I'm online, think she logged off
Wasn't this what I want?
I don't care, I don't see yall
Think it's because I'm withdrawing right now, I'm so pissed off
Tried to keep happy thoughts up in my head, but this boy lost
Told her don't wait for me, it's ok if you moved on
Here to disappoint, checked the vibes I should f*ck off

I wanna bite the dust
That's why I get high just to feel like I'm strong enough
All of these niggas is worthless to me
Now that I'm old enough to see
Something just isn't right with how we think, how we feel
Everyone thinks they right, and I don't like that
I'm chillin, I'm out in the way back
No Travis, now why did I say that?
I'm tripping dawg why did I say that for real? (dummy)
This is my payback, for the times yall that they said that I can't do it
I been online, and I been reading thru all the comments and they goofy
And that's because I hate how it is
All the things that make the world go round, make it spin
We live in a world of hate, and that's ok with me
None of you niggas can hang with me, I promie
She love the way I feel inside it
Im finna slide in, so inviting
Why would I lie? Are you indicting?
Is it your business? You should mind it
I'm finna pop off
Getting my rocks off with the blunt I'm lighting
Yall should just f*ck off
Watch me go duck off in the cut, don't mind me
I'm finna take off, I'm so slimey
Why would I slither when I'm sliding?

Cuz I wanna bite the dust
Anyone else who feels how I do
Tell me what's wrong with us
Will it get better with time, is there proof?
Cuz it's been long enough, PAUSE, if you feel how I do
Don't think I'm strong enough, I don't think I'm strong enough
Somebody say what's wrong with us
Tell me what to do
All of times I balled up emotions like it's news
I say that I'm alright, and no one cares to see the truth
And by the time this ends I know I'll still be the fool to you