Feeling pain in my brain wanna blow it all away
I can't live today or another day so i'm taking my last breath away
You don't get the pain im in
Leave me all alone in the place i'm in
Rain in my head can't escape it
Dark gray clouds in my brain again
Heart can't stop bleeding
Driving down the road I'm speeding
If I die today it's a dream
F*ck it quit life I wanna leave
Not a drinker but I think I need a drink
Get f*cked off then my life it starts to sink
Gone in the moment out the door with my f*cking dreams
My life's wasted lost blown in the leaves
Dawn to dusk tree to tree sin for sin plea for plea
I hate life life hates me nothing less than a willow tree
I'm not aloud to feel the pain they call me schizo I'm insane
These outbursts full of rage are just expressions of my pain
Feeling pain in my brain wanna blow it all away
I can't live today or another day taking my last breath away
Anyway it didn't matter head to barrel pull the trigger you bastard