I feel like I'm fifteen again
Scatterbrained and sinking in
And I know these feelings are just going to rip me apart
But I'm content with playing pretend
I'll distract myself with a feeling
And enjoy these little moments I'm stealing
Oh no, oh well
I'll keep it to myself
Damn it, to hell
And this killing urge to tell you
I know that I can't have you
But it's the thought that gets me through
And I know I'm breaking my own heart
And it's just tearing me apart
But it's just nice to get to know you
I'll distract myself with a feeling
And enjoy these little moments I'm stealing
Oh no, oh well
I'll keep it to myself
Damn it, to hell
And this killing urge to tell you
Some things are better left unsaid
But damn, I wanna tell you instead
Even though it's killing me
There's nowhere else I'd rather be
I'll distract myself with a feeling
And enjoy these little moments I'm stealing
Oh no, oh well
I'll keep it to myself
Damn it, to hell
And this killing urge to tell you
Just wanna live in this feeling for a while
It's enough to make me smile
Is it even worth the time?
Is it even worth the try?