Sebayt - Since the Beginning Lyrics

Since the beginning of time, my mind relapsed to the claps of surprise
I can take away ya burdens and then turn em to mine
It ain't no stopping at the top I gotta take what's mine
Through the bushes full of thorn a seldom mind is hard to find but if I
Gave in to the world get on my knees, sacrificing my soul
I'm still a human that can bleed
Hunger for succession and my insanity tryna feed
Let a nigga live his life but for the city yeah he pleads
Am I wrong I did my time in the cell because earth is like a jail
And being birth into this hell & these Christians are Like well
You're a sinner I can tell was raised highly in the church but over night a nigga fell
Feel like the world want me to pray for them but who gone pray for me
I let my anger problem turn to shame cause it's whats best for me
Was told that prison gone be my home and my new destiny
I'm running from problems not my mind so nigga you ain't catching me
Feel like the world want me to pray for them but who gone pray for me
I let my anger problem turn to shame cause it's whats best for me
Was told that prison gonna be my home and my new destiny
I'm running from problems not my mind so you ain't catching me
Growing up nobody said that wasnt nobody close to me
Nobody stick around my nigga like it is supposed to be
Religion Christianity is what my people chose for me
Too much reading shit & studying has took a toll on me
I'm questioning every verse and every church which has in stored for me
Learning bout the wages of my sins we speaking joyfully
I stepped away from the scene which is why you ain't heard from me
From a distance yeah my nigga I know you on throwing dirt on me
6 feet deep I'm feeling dead and the world rebirthing me
Ain't no way imma let the world keep on hurting me
Gotta take a stand negativity disperse from me
This the demons on my black cleaning shit let's call it purgery
Turn the cheek like Martin King, young nigga you do ya thing
Remember we are kings and queens, being black is the hottest thing
I show I'm painless the rain is just what I stand under
Through the lonely nights I prove that even a heartless man wonders
I say I runnin for my life and I'm just tryna live right no
Stunnin every night in real life no chill sight though
I just wanna fly high enough to level with a kite so don't take me out the field cause Every night I gotta fight hoe
I aint never lived boujie Ian never have no night clothes
Gotta move smoothly through the sights of the telescope
Odds against a nigga so I gotta have hella hope
Be laughing at my haters who'll say I'm just hella joke
It's a juggle when I pray cold life is what I'm feeling
Regardless of the shit that I say it will never go pass the ceiling
I know I was raised in the church but my conscioence the one that's peeling
But I'm go getter real Nîgga so the knowledge the one I'm stealing