SebCa$hin - On My Mind (feat. AKI) Lyrics

You was always on my mind when I'd wake up
The last damn thing on it when I'd lay up
And my thoughts was racing, emotions chasing, the heart keep pacing
The words can say look back just wanna erase it but now
Thought passed pretty clear to me
I find it funny how it's over but you here with me
Only mentally, and never physically
I mean emotionally, you had a hole in me
Playing games you was damn sure good at that
Feelings back and forth like we playing in a tennis match
Think I never want you back, say I never want you back,
Then it all change with a message or a Snapchat
I guess distance only made it worse
Had me missing something I ain't ever had it first
So now a nigga afraid, my confidence changed
And since I got played, it ain't been the same
Just sit back and pray, and all I can say is
Why you got to make it hard on me
Really thought that you was on to me
Guess it wasn't really hard to see
On the real you never thought of me
Ducking feelings but they caught on me
Kind of strange, ain't no way I can have that
Stuck and feeling like you part of me
Can't remain so afraid of attachment
Pouring up champagne in the hatchback
Cute pics putting me on her snapchat
First sight then I knew I had to have that
Too fast now I'm stuck trying to backtrack
It's the past that
I cannot change and it hurts
Understand that
Another chance would make it work
I guess lessons were learned
From all of the shit that occurred
Always will keep my word
'Cause when she with me she is heard
She think she got the nerve
But when I'm back she with me that's for sure
'Cause she understand what I mean just to her
Got my heart attacked it leave me in a blur
Why you got to make it hard on me
Really thought that you was on to me
Guess it wasn't really hard to see
On the real you never thought of me
Ducking feelings but they caught on me
Kind of strange, ain't no way I can have that
Stuck and feeling like you part of me
Can't remain so afraid of attachment