Semaj Spitz - Revelations Lyrics

I realized my wrongs, father please forgive me
I never would of made it if you wasn't here with me
As I lay to bed, lord please clear my head
I need to keep it sharp for the obstacles ahead
Just how far can we go

New year & im back now. We could leave all of that bull in the past now
I be focused on the fam, I ain't worried bout the money but the money doesn't really seem bad now
Patience brings greatness, call me Dr. Spitz
I'm breathing new life, I was already sick
But see that's the problem, I was full of myself
With low self esteem, it's something I couldn't help
But my head's on tight, the lord's walking with me
And since we on heads, I had the biggest in the city
I couldn't move up, I couldn't go forward
I always tumbled backwards when I'm tryna get over
But I'm here in the flesh, I'm here for a reason
Im taking back control. I'm shouting back at my demons
Been fighting so long, that my fight Is almost gone
I been down, but not for long, so I put it in a song, what's up

I realized my wrongs, father please forgive me
I never would of made it if you wasn't here with me
As I lay to bed, lord please clear my head
I need to keep it sharp for the obstacles ahead
Just how far can we go

Plus now, I got a little boy to look after
Tryna raise him to a man, so he don't be a bastard
I ain't perfect, He ain't gotta be
I just want him to feel like "Daddy is proud of me" No need for apologies
Lord I been feeling more shallow since I'm older
Some girls kinda heated, I gave em the cold shoulder
Feeling some type of way, I ain't there when it's scary
But last time I checked, they ain't the ones I married
So I'm over it, giving them the best wishes
I promised my wife, I'm giving her the best kitchen
So she could, go ahead and make the best dishes
And sew it up like some new stitches
Man that's good bidness
This for every single day that I doubted myself
There are plenty blessings I could go count it myself
And every time that I wanna die inside
I just dig deep then I find a light inside
That's real

I realized my wrongs, father please forgive me
I never would of made it if you wasn't here with me
As I lay to bed, lord please clear my head
I need to keep it sharp for the obstacles ahead
Just how far can we go

I realized my wrongs, father please forgive me
I never would of made it if you wasn't here with me
As I lay to bed, lord please clear my head
I need to keep it sharp for the obstacles ahead
Just how far can we go