Change of Mind Video (MV)

Is it crazy, enough to be?
Am I stupid, for wondering?
Cause I know this is doomed but I
But I've had enough, but I...

I tried
To find
The right state of mind
Capsized
Declined
Disguised
I Tried
I Tried
To Find
The right state of mind
Capsized
Declined
Disguised
I tried

Can I hold out I'm above water
I felt my lungs were filling, so I called you

I tried
To Find
The right state of mind
Capsized
Declined
Disguised
I Tried
I Tried
To Find
The right state of mind
Capsized
Declined
Disguised
I Tried

I lost my will to be everything I can be
It's so tiring
I lost my will to be everything I can be
It's so tiring
I lost my will to be everything I can be
I just wanted to go to sleep