Sergio Diaz Ramirez - Used To Be A Gamer Boy Lyrics

I used to be a gamer boy, now that I'm in a lot of pain
Do you think that I have a lot of pain? Do I got to say all up in my brain
Now that is what I am hurting inside my head. Now that pain is my constant friend
Now I am in a lot of pain

Now that is what I got to say. Used to be a gamer boy, now that I am lost inside my head
How should I feel? Just a lot of pain. This feeling hurts inside of me
I don't know why feeling this way. I just want to take it all away
I wanna feel so numb that I want to fly away. I don't know why I have to feel this

I just want to take it all away. I want to be happy and never feel
To all my friends, I just want to say
That I'm sorry for the pain. Do you really think that I used to play for all the times that I thought
That this isn't a game? Do you ever think that I will ever feel the same

I just want to hide all up in my head. Where would I stay? Should I run away