Oh!
Yeah, Yeah
Here we go
Why do I always strive to be the greatest
But in my heart I know that I will never ever make it
Oh how the tables turned and now I'm gonna break it
Stemming from my mind so now I guess I better pen it
Ever since I was young I could see that the world was done
And ever since then I told myself that I should carry a gun
Maybe then I'll be secure when the world comes undone
The shit I see on the media makes me feel like I'm going numb
There's too many people that steal, risk their lives over something dumb
Don't come up to me with your hand stretched out I'll reach up and slice your thumb
Cause you ain't gettin' a crumb from me
You're never gonna get any shit from me
Nowadays everybody thinks that everything should be for free, just beef with me
I'll take you there, where you wanna go
I'll even give you the first blow
Cause all I need is one throw
To make your heartbeat peak and plateau
Collect the policy, collect the dough
I never thought that I would stoop this low
I'll say any words to keep the flow
One day I'll come up and steal the show
Wait a minute though
What if I become to rich to follow
Maybe I'll just have to sit and wallow
The feelings inside make me hollow
I just wanna end it all tomorrow
Maybe I'll go and buy a crossbow
To end it all by shooting at the torso
The only thing to save me would be the lotto
And that's if I won it all tomorrow
Why do I always strive to be the greatest
But in my heart I know that I will never ever make it
Oh how the tables turned and now I'm gonna break it
Stemming from my mind so now I guess I better pen it
Nowadays I think that I just don't have any more friends
The trends that are comin' our now
They better stop they better have an end
The feud that I'm in with my ex friends makes me
Want to put an end
To all this time that we spend tryna' bend and make it mend
One thing that I've learned through all these years that I have burned
The earned experience that we share never is returned
But if I sit here longing it makes me want to yearn
For a stronger way of living in which I could just return
Back to my old self and maybe I have hurt myself
My heart has been closed off so many times it's on the shelf
Reflecting on it now makes me feel like I'm someone else
Sometimes I overthink and sometimes I get overwhelmed
The story tells itself and how I end up all alone
Don't follow after me cause I do not ever condone
Anything that's in this song because it's all unknown
Maybe you should turn around and end up back at home
Why do I always strive to be the greatest
But in my heart I know that I will never ever make it
Oh how the tables turned and now I'm gonna break it
Stemming from my mind so now I guess I better pen it
Oh!