I've been thinking
That I'll start drinking and
Not stop till I can't recall your name
It doesn't matter
Waste my liver and bladder but
My broken heart will still feel the same
I've been joking
About taking up smoking
'Cuz we'll never ever clear the air
I'll turn my lungs black
A self-inflicted heart attack
And neither of us will care
I've been talking
About starting to walk and
Not stop till I'm underwater overhead
My dearest wish is
To sleep with fishes
If I have to talk to you instead
And I don't want you to die
But I hope you stay unhappy
And ultimately unsatisfied
I've been thinking that
I'll start drinking and
Not stop till I can't recall your name