Thoughts, Jokes, Talk (Schadenfreude Mix) Video (MV)

I've been thinking
About starting to drink and
Not stop till I can't recall your name
It doesn't matter
Waste my liver and bladder
My poor broken heart still feels the same

I've been joking
About taking up smoking
Cuz we'll never ever clear the air
Turn both my lungs black
A self-inflicted heart attack
And neither one of us will care

I've been talking
About starting to walk and
Not stop till I'm underwater overhead
My dearest wish is
To sleep with the fishes
If I have to talk to you instead

And I don't want you to die
But I hope you stay unhappy
And ultimately unsatisfied

I've been thinking
About starting to drink and
Not stop till I can't recall your name