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I woke up with a strange feeling
(Without a feeling at all)
I can see my fate sealing
With no time left to stall
Am I all that I'll become?

Those words are mocking me
But they could be just what I need
(They) remind me that I'm not ready
Yet, to accept defeat
When it feels like I could have won

Have all my efforts, so simply, been in vain?
I end this chapter, I've wasted everything

What have I done with this life?
I've got much more in my sights

Is there a point where you fold?
With just one choice: to settle
And wonder what could have been
Had we just stuck to it

So many places to go
(And an) equal amount of restraint
I never wanted to go alone
My only choice, but to stay and
Face all that I've become

Have all my efforts, so simply, been in vain?
I end this chapter, I've wasted everything
All options slowly begin to fade away
And I can't continue Existing Deficiently

Am I all that I'll become
The extent of what I have done?
Am I all that I'll become
Finished before I've begun?
Am I all that I'll become?

Have all my efforts, so simply, been in vain?
I end this chapter, I've wasted everything
All options slowly begin to fade away
And I can't continue existing
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