It's getting hard to smile
On my own
Babygirl I'm a murderer
Can you love somebody that's just like myself?
To call you mine I'll do whatever I don't want nobody else
I gave that girl my own whole heart I don't trust shit cause she still left
Just 16 bussing at opps told my mom I'm wit Ci I was rollin wit 30
I left in a hurry this shit wasn't worth it I ruined my mind and a soul that was perfect
What I expect the ones that's close don't even know how bad I'm hurting
All alone it's things I hide to hold the image that I'm perfect
I been on the wrong road
I feel it's a long way home
Beefing wit them boys from cross the track that's just some shit she don't know
Mom keep tryna take my f*ckin' gun can't even leave out my room
The cold wind on my skin reminds me of somebody I once knew
Just a child playing outside heart full of love
Smiling at the sky but this shit still came out the blue
Now my eyes be red and I can't smile
I lost what I love what now
Ooh how I'm supposed to feel when you around
I'm on the wrong road
I'm on the wrong road
I thought I ain't deserve you but you the one that ain't fair to me
I held our love above my head and what I heard you did embarrassed me
You f*cked that n**** same day we was chilling said you was rare to me
I miss who I thought you was this new bitch never there for me
Hmm everything gon' be alright
Hmm imma close my eyes
Just 16 bussing at opps told my mom I'm wit Ci I was rollin wit 30
I left in a hurry this shit wasn't worth it I ruined my mind and a soul that was perfect
What I expect the ones that's close don't even know how bad I'm hurting
All alone it's things I hide to hold the image that I'm perfect
I been on the wrong road
I feel it's a long way home
Beefing wit them boys from cross the track that's just some shit she don't know
Mom keep tryna take my f*ckin' gun can't even leave out my room
It's getting hard to smile
On my own
Babygirl I'm a murderer
Can you love somebody that's just like myself?
To call you mine I'll do whatever I don't want nobody else
I gave that girl my own whole heart I don't trust shit cause she still left