Sha - Outta Order Lyrics

I'm learning a lot
Don't fault me for it
Hold me to my words that's why I record 'em
I don't like your friends they don't like you either
So I doubt my own and my guilt run deeper
My spirit weaker my feeling's keeper
Don't acknowledge me that's beneath ya
This ain't for you it's for me, I need to
Hear it again so I don't repeat ya

Ghost in a star
Shawty outta order when she asked who we are
You know my time been stopped and my soul in a jar
But when you get what you want you go toy with the fire
I go closer and closer, Icarus in the heart
Play it over and over my head from the start
Couple years full of woes get a moment apart
Show you how it feel to get lost in the dark

Pretty woes and you roll one next to me
I feel home, bring out the best of me
Take my time I know nothings meant to be
Give me yours and indulge a fantasy
Close eyes don't talk about it
Hold hands we'll walk around it
We got visions of being perfect
And those things tend to be uncompromising

I ain't myself but at times I could be
I ain't myself 'cus there's more I should be
I don't even really understand it fully but
My souls all in it and my brain been bullied
And I don't expect you to keep me company
And share these problems after all you've done for me
So I hope you get it about what we been
I didn't burn to delete I burnt to keep