Shadow Puppet - MALICE Lyrics

I'm waking every day
With all these voices in my head
They tell just to end it all
And beg for mercy
At the gates of hell
But I don't wanna die
And I don't want to live
I'm sick of suffering
But it's looking oh so grim

Evil in my veins
It's black like tar
And burns
My skin I sin my flesh
It starts to boil
And my demons start to toil
Screaming in my head
I cock the hammer
Shed a tear
And I toss it to the ground
I cannot leave here now

I'm sick of all of my demons
Dragging me into this pit
It has no ladder I can climb
Its got a noose to f*cking
Hang my neck
It's all a nightmare
It's all a nightmare
All of these visions in my head
Are why I am scared
Every single day
And every single night
I pray to god to save my f*cking life
But he has yet to show me a light
F*ck your religion
And f*ck all these bitches
I'm all on my own now
And I don't need any help

Malicious thoughts up in my brain
Tell me to go and murder your whole family
I grip on the scythe
And I wait for the right time to
Hack and then slash you away
I love when the blood trickles
Down both my arms
As I stab and I stab with my blade
No life for my enemies
All of them perish
I send them to meet their own fate

All these people tell me shit
That I already f*cking know
Like when the darkness will subside
And pain will leave me for awhile
Can you please
Just shut your mouth
And let me deal with this shit
I doubt you know what I am feeling
You have not been to where I have
Daggers are digging
Inside of my back
Demons are ripping
Away at my flesh
Never gon see daylight ever again
I close up my own coffin
And sleep with my dread