Made me feel some type of way I ain't ever felt before
I could have the world today I'd just sit here and want you more
Now I see you walk away, walking straight up out the door
It just ain't the same place if you laying on the floor
On the floor, guess I'm just down on my luck
I'm looking down on myself
Now I just don't give a f*ck
You come around when you stuck
And me I never say no
Never say no to a high
Never been good at goodbyes
And truth being told
When its outside and cold
My thoughts are filled with you
I just feel so blue
And truth being told
When its outside and cold
My thoughts are filled with you
I just feel so blue
Write your name on my tombstone
For the winters when it's too cold
Keep me warm under my ashes
When your names all I imagine
Write your name on my tombstone
For the winters when it's too cold
I'll be nothing but my ashes
I'll be nothing but the past shit
Yeah on the 3rd of December
I bought me some Fentanyl, I was just planning to go
And on the 4th of December
I'm calling my friends and everybody that I know
I was gon' tell them I love 'em
And make amends with everything that I had done
And on the 17th, that shit was the finale
The curtains gon' drop on the show
I had that burning feeling in my throat
Yes I am hurting them all, that I know
Can't even feel the cuts on my thighs
So how would I feel their pain when I'm gone
Maybe I'm selfish, maybe I've dealt with
Just too many things that go untold
They say that misery loves company
But for once I just wanna be alone
Tired of living, tired of noise
Tired of women, of being a toy
Tired of feeling zero emotions
Tired of never having my own choice
Tired of going to bed and praying to god that I might just never wake up
Tired of singing lullabies to myself, feeling emptiness in my voice
Please don't cry momma
Please don't cry dad
It was never your fault, it was my bad
Please don't cry momma
Please don't cry dad
Let me go, let me go, I would like that
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me go
Write your name on my tombstone
For the winters when it's too cold
Keep me warm under my ashes
When your names all I imagine
Write your name on my tombstone
For the winters when it's too cold
I'll be nothing but my ashes
I'll be nothing but the past shit
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me
Let me go, let me go