too good for me
our conversations weren't enough
shallow smile painted words and my selfish motives
passed my flawed defenses
a trial by fire
someday I will be free
and I know that this pain won't last forever
for it all will be a memory
I used to think I was deep
while staring into my shallow ends
the ends that justified my means
but I know I'm just like the others
falling when near the water
here I come to your feet and as I am my God save me
enter season's change another love is lost
and with the leaving of the weather's wind
another fragrance gone when will it end
but alas I love the loss