All of my sadness, it felt like a test
I didn't wanna fail, so I kept my tears in my chest
And living was hell
Yeah, living was hell
Until you
And all of my happiness, it was accompanied by fear
I knew the joy couldn't last, and the sadness was near
Yeah, and living was hell
Yeah living was hell
Until you
And all of my shame, it was cloaked in pride
Nothing was good enough
Yeah, and it forced me to hide
And living was hell
Yeah, and loving was hell
Until you
And all of my anger, it was too easy to reach
It drove me all these years
Yeah, it kept me on my feet
And living was hell
Yeah, and loving was hell
Until you
With all of my love, i was a selfish child
I couldn't give to you what i couldn't find inside
Living was hell
Yeah, loving was hell
Until you
And i'm sorry I failed
I'm so sorry i failed
You