Why Can't I Video (MV)

I don't know when it started me thinking too much, over and over again
I don't know, I don't know what triggered me to second guess everything
That I say
Over thinking, doubting myself
I keep hesitating
Feeling so lost
And I'm running and running and running
Away from myself

Why, I don't understand
Why can't I understand
If I used to love before then I can love again without hurting myself
Why, don't I understand
Why can't I understand
No idea how I'm feeling, can't express this
Who would understand?

How, did it happen like this
Was I moving too quick?
Think it started in my last relationship
I wanted so bad for him to stay
But instead it pulled me away
From who I was
Catered for you too much
You did not deserve it
And in return besides making love
What did I gain?

Why, I don't understand
Why can't I understand
If I used to love before then I can love again without hurting myself
Why, don't I understand
Why can't I understand
No idea how I'm feeling, can't express this
Who would understand?

Why Can't I