Shaolin Sam - Idiedinmysleeplastnight Lyrics

This was something like never before
So intense
I promise it was as if I'd no longer exist
We walk with our heads high taking shit for granted
Granted we don't lack confidence
Granted we haven't seen the most gruesome shit
Something strictly out of a movie clip
But none of that compares
Nightmares turn to cake walks
Heres a hot take
Death isn't scary its the thought of being forgotten that has your mind state decaying wasting days trying to dodge it
If tears were profit I have a feeling no one would be more in debt than the next
But f*ck it
This shit was different
Vivid
I mean I lived it
Every f*cking breath I took as I came closer to the f*cking light
Shot to the forehead and suddenly I have...
Survived
And I know what you're thinking
"This kid is disastrously high"
But I promise I'd rather die than to conjure up such a lie
I was given a second chance and I blew it off strength of arrogance
I lived through this last time how could I possibly-

What the f*ck is this weird sorcery
A pain like only once before
Is this what it feels like to die cause I promise I felt this when I thought I was loved but they lied
My heart completely stopped
No longer feel pain or maybe its disguised as the thought of whether I fulfilled what I Had in store or did I fail myself
Sinking into darkness as I walk towards the light flailing my arms this is the first thing Ive Been certain about and I have to admit this shits delightful
As I approach a tall figure I hope they say something insightful
Close enough to touch them far enough I can't see their face
I know them
I call their name as I wake
Just to hear myself screaming my own name