Shawn E - Myself Lyrics

Yeah
This is how I feel

Yeah yeah... yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah
This how i'm feeling

Yo, lifes different but it's been the same
Used to drink the liquor just to thin the pain
But I ain't tryna roll like that
One slip and I could go right back man it's right there
Yeah... it's big and bright man I picture life
It'd he different if I never got to sippin right
I'm drowning my sorrows I can't float
I look down on tomorrow I can't
Hope
Yeah, i aint happy at all
I think back to when i used to take the bat to the ball
Those were simpler times before the innocence went and
Slipped from the minds I'm kidding i'm fine yeah yeah
Said really just let me be
I ain't scared of it I think that it would set me free
Yeah... so i'm a go and get my best cd
Shot the door when u next see me
I'll be good like...

Yeah... said I just need a minute alone
It's crazy but it helps
But maybe you should pick up the phone
And save me from myself
I've been... myself, i've been
Myself, i've been somebody else
Yeah yeah yeah

Yo and lately I've been thinking if I picture it
Maybe it'll get better by just a little bit
But yo I doubt that, stuck up in this mouse trap, and everytime I try to get up out of it I bounce back
Said don't nobody know me and it's sad
Me, myself, and I the only homies that I have
Remember all the times I was lonely in the pad
Writing down my whole life through the sonys that I had
Yeah... said really I was crying out for help
Liquor store every night bottles flying out the shelf
I didn't see it then I had to find it out myself
Try to smoke to forget it so it's
Drying out my mouth yeah
I try to pick the words man I've been disturbed
And still I get the urge man it isn't curbed
But that's not something you should think I'ma do
Really I just need a minute or two
And i'm good like yeah

Said I just need a minute alone
It's crazy but it helps
But maybe you should pick up the phone
To save me from myself I've been... myself, I've been
Myself, I've been somebody else
Yeah yeah yeah

Yo i'm self destructive can't tell me nothing
I swear my therapist is trying to sell me something
I'd rather spend a session alone
I don't gotta ask really all the questions are known yeah
Said I don't open up i keep it locked tight
But get a half a gallon and some pot right
And I can tell you all a little horror story
About a kid I used to know and his fallen glory
Who fell into his own and was letting it
Thought about ending it all and then attempted it
Probably a lot of things that I should not be mentioning
You take as a song but theres pain in these sentences
This aint repenting man I'm past that route
And good karma takes work they don't pass that out
So maybe theres a reason that I'm like this
Just keep your eyes open cause I might switch

Yeah... said I just need a minute alone
It's crazy but it helps
But maybe you should pick up the phone
To save me from myself I've been... myself I've been... myself, I've been somebody else yeah yeah yeah