It's been a long time coming
I've been telling you
That I'm going away now
I hope you can understand
Why I am so tired
And far beyond lonely
I guess this is it now
I'm sinking in quicksand
I have lost myself this time
Left me far behind
The white clouds become dark
Didn't even hit the mark
My nightmares become real
But the envelope stays unsealed
It's all a metaphor while I'm wasted on the floor
It's been a long time coming
I've been telling you
That I'm going away now
I hope you can understand
Why I am so tired
And far beyond lonely
I guess this is it now
I'm sinking in quicksand
I am all in all day
Call it, been sent away
Cocktails and dark robes and drive through dinner
I am not a loser but sure don't feel like no winner
My head is on orbit
Trying to ignore it
Freaking out all the time
Constant aching in my spine
