Shaylen - Lying To Make You Love Me Lyrics

I got problems
I got symptoms
Like these walls I'm stuck behind
I got trauma
Been the victim guilty conscious taints the mind
You make me feel bad for being real
Tell me why is it so wrong
You got problems
You got symptoms
And it's me their landing on

And I hope you understand what I'm fighting
I hope you understand I've been hiding
If I tell you all my secrets
Just don't hold it above me
What you're thinking of me, oh

'Cause I'm lying to make you love me
I'm lying to make you
I'm lying to make you love me
I'm lying to make you
I'm lying to make you

I start shaking
Can't catch my breath
When I think I caused you pain
So it's taking
All of my strength just to rewire my brain
You and me don't need a conversation
No I don't need any validation
No escaping
You're not changing
It's on me to walk away

And I hope you understand what I'm fighting
I hope you understand
I hope you understand I've been hiding
I've been hiding
If I tell you all my secrets
Just don't hold it above me
What you're thinking of me, oh

'Cause I'm lying to make you love me
I'm lying to make you
I'm lying to make you love me
I'm lying to make you
'Cause I'm lying to make you love me
I'm lying to make you (yeah)
I'm lying to make you love me (I'm lying, I'm lying)
I'm lying to make you, lying to make you (I'm lying)

I'm sick and tired of lying
'Bout who I'm meant to be
I'm tired of trying, oh

I'm sick and tired of lying
'Bout who I'm meant to be
I'm tired of trying, oh (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I hope you understand what I'm fighting
So I hope you understand I've been hiding
I've been hiding
If I tell you all my secrets
Just don't hold it above me
What you're thinking of me, oh
I'm lying to make you love me