Sheepwave - Better Off Now Lyrics

Sick of acting like your fool
You used to leave me breathless
Now I'm out of fuel
You don't seem to notice
You don't seem to care at all
But now I'm slowly learning how to love myself
And I don't need the ways you give me hell
I'm done with ignoring
I'm done with avoiding this feeling
That I will never be worth healing
Cause now I'm letting go
Just thought that you should know
I hate the way I feel around you
I hate myself when I'm around you
You were my upside
Now you bring me down
With growing distance
You know that I've found
I'm better off now
What the hell are you searching for
Would you be happy if I were all you want and more
Cause I'll never be it
I'll never be more than me
Oh I've got friends who frankly give a damn about me
I can sense that I won't understand
I'm sorry
The person you're dreaming of
Is a man that I'm left believing
That I could never be
I'm leaving the pain of who I was
And all this just because
I hate the way I feel around you
I hate myself when I'm around you
You were my upside
Now you bring me down
With growing distance
You know that I've found
I'm better off
Now I can be myself again
And I can focus on myself again
You were my sunrise
Now you're an eclipse
I let myself down
But now I'm convinced
I'm better off now
Oh I will always hate the way I feel around you
I hate myself when I'm around you
You were my upside
Now you bring me down
With growing distance
You know that I've found
I'm better off
Now I can be myself again
And I can focus on myself again
You were my sunrise
Now you're an eclipse
I let myself down
But now I'm convinced
I'm better off now